Meeeting with an angel…

This was the moment for which i waited for a long time.
My heart was in my mouth,
I was unable to speak,
Emotions ran deep into my heart,
Yes for the first time i felt that i was in love,
And i was about to say to her.

The first time i saw her she was with her friends,
She was glowing like a beautiful rose,
her eyes were twinkling as well as mischeivious,
somehow captivating,deeply captivating,
her red lips were like the petals of a rose,
Yes i saw an angel in her,
For the first time i saw an angel.

Watching her became a routine affair,
Everyday, i used to get up early and ran towards the stop,
from where she used to catch her bus,
sunday were not good anymore,
bcoz on sundays i didn’t get her glimpse,
Yes she was an angel.

to be continued…..

I will climb

I will climb this mountain.
They have told me that it is too high, too far, too steep, too rocky and too difficult.
But it’s my mountain. I will climb it.
You will soon see me waving from the top or dead on the side from trying.

Is it too late……..

I’ve always wanted to be loved, loved unconditionally, till the end, till I die…! But now I’ve realized I don’t have the one whom I really love. I’ve always wanted to make someone feel good, make someone feel loved, But now I know I have ruined someone’s life and its all because of me. I’ve always wanted to be the favourite amongst all, tried to, but was hurt by the ones whom were close to my heart. I’ve always wanted to be the best, but the best were never wanted around, But now I don’t want to be the best, I did rather believe in having the best. I’ve have always wanted to touch someone’s heart in a special way, And was never appreciated for that, But now I don’t want to. I’m happy that if love didn’t grow in their heart at least it grew in mine. Always wanted that warm shoulder to lean on, & let my tears flow with eternity. Woke up one night & realized I didn’t have anybody, but now I don’t want anybody cause I am used to crying alone… all alone… and last but not least I want to touch the little blue stars that sparkle in the deep blue sky every night I see them twinkling away into my heart, I want to touch them now and feel them brighten up my life. Every time I try, I fail but now I don’t want to cause I know, It’s too late……….

Pursuit Of Happiness…….

just sharing with you …………..

I am: a simple, jovial person, who always wishes to make the environment around him lively. I am a dreamer and have lots of dream in my head.

I think: a lot .But I don’t find, it brings anything fruitful. But still I continue with my thinking process.

I know: I can survive in any condition.

I want: to be a better me every successive day.

I have: great respect for the elders.

I wish: I could have enough resources to help the underprivileged.

I hate: back biters, liars, hypocrites.

I miss: to sleep holding my mom, I also miss my college days.

I fear: loosing those special people of my life.

I feel: I am different.

I hear: no-nonsense.

I smell: the peoples’ nature with little observation.

I crave: for yummy food and also for someone to hear me when I feel low.

I search: for the positive in every hurdle.

I wonder: how the big business men manages to strive a balance between their personal and professional life.

I regret: of not doing all those things I want to do for my family.

I love: to be pampered.

I ache: for knowledge, love, respect.

I care: a lot for those who are close to me, waise I care for everyone. I am a caring kinda person. I can’t see anyone in pain or trouble, in simply hurts.

I believe: in the power of the ALMIGHTY.

I dance: I can dance the whole night even at a body temperature of 104 degree on any music form be it a hip hop or a disco. Even a bhajan will do. Music just turns me on.

I sing: every time until I sense people around me can’t bear it any more and soon I am going to be kicked out.

I cry: in isolation when I feel alone.

I don’t always: care what the people who are unimportant in my life had to say about me.

I fight: for injustice

I write: planner. I plan a lot. I just love planning .Hey mind it ,I said planning don’t confuse it with implementing. The ratio is just 5:2.

I win: praise for my  hard work and persistent power. Also for the initiatives I take, may it be personal or social.

I lose: my temper easily when I am tensed.

I never: loose hope even in the worst situation.

I always: do what I want to do. I live my life on my own way.

I confuse: I get confused easily…

I listen: to motivational real time stories.

I can usually be found: laughing at bakker session with my friends, sleeping or reading.

I am scared:of god……………” bhagwan ji kabhi toh accha kar diya karo”

I need: just little motivation to kick start my career……..

I am happy about: I have survived of all the troubles in my life till date. I am getting stronger with every hurdle. Now I can very well challenge the problems that ”hey, you just can’t be bigger than my strength and self belief and I can bet it for anything ”.

First time……

Most of the people (including me) thought writing in a blog is damn easy but believe me guys its very difficult to pen down wat u think………..but still u can give it a try like iam doing……..so its my humble request to u all ignore all the grammatical mistake as my english is not that good……by the way its not that bad also i will try to be honest and express my happiness,sorrow,pain nd many other feelings which i dont express in reality but atleast here i can…….so happy blogging to me…..